A New Found Dream.

For months now, I've been telling people, "I want to be a cake decorator." Do I have any experience cake decorating? No. Am I good at cooking/baking? Eh.. I'm okay. Am I creative and spunky and do I wear crazy eyeshadow? Yessir. So why not become a make-up artist! :)

I got the idea while I was taking a shower (awesome place to think, by the way). How awesome would it be to be a special effects make-up artist? Dress people up like crazy characters, like ZOMBIES. So many people have told me that make-up is my calling. Others have assumed that's what I already do. I'm passionate about the eyeshadow that I wear, am always complaining about how I want to be accepted the way I am, make-up and all. So why not just go for it, and do it for a living?

I've been looking up schools, and it's exciting. I wish that money grew on trees, because I know that if I look into it further it will add to my financial stress. I don't have a job and can't afford shit (pardon my language). But I really want this- maybe, it'll make others respect me more.

I'm going to start taking pictures of the make-up I wear on a daily basis, just to capture ideas and
share my talent with the world.

A friend shared this song with me, it's called "Beautiful Flower." And I thought I'd share it with you for inspiration.

"Beautiful Flower"
This is a song for every girl who's
Ever been through something she thought she couldn't make it through
I sing these words because
I was that girl too
Wanting something better than this
But who do I turn to
Now we're moving from the darkness into the light
This is the defining moment of our lives
'Cause you're beautiful like a flower
More valuable than a diamond
You are powerful like a fire
You can heal the world with your mind
There is nothing in the world that you cannot do
When you believe in you, who are beautiful
Yeah, you, who are brilliant
Yeah, you, who are powerful
Yeah, you, who are resilient
This is a song for every girl who
Feels like she is not special
'Cause she don't look like a supermodel Coke bottle
The next time the radio tells you to shake your moneymaker
Shake your head and tell them, tell them you're a leader
Now we're moving from the darkness into the light
This is the defining moment of our lives
'Cause you're beautiful like a flower
More valuable than a diamond
You are powerful like a fire
You can heal the world with your mind
There is nothing in the world that you cannot do
When you believe in you, who are beautiful
Yeah, you, who are brilliant
Yeah, you, who are powerful
Yeah, you, who are resilient
Yeah, you, who are beautiful
Yeah, you, who are brilliant
Yeah, you, who are powerful
Yeah, you, who are resilient
Yeah, you, this song is for you
Yeah, you, this song is for you
Yeah, you, this song is for you
Yeah, you, yeah, you
You are brilliant